Thursday, October 14, 2010

Ugh I'm a failure.

So my god. What medication does to a person. A gauntlet of anti-depressants and anti-psychotics later, and I'm fucking 139 pounds. What The Hell. I feel like such a fat fuck. Even my body fat % is like 25. BAH!

Seriously it was the worst experience of my life. I'm really getting back on track. I feel so disgusting. I'm working my ass off, despite the fact that I hate exercise. I don't care. People have to do things they hate for what they know is going to make them feel better in the long run.

Not sure the plan yet, but when i do know, I'll post.

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